I'm a nerd and i love it :)

Wow, I really am a nerd. I guess its time to stop hiding from it and embrace it! IM A NERD!  :D
I'm not just any nerd. I'm a scifi nerd. awwww yeah.

I'm not into star trek if thats what your thinking. oh no. I'm a Dr Who fan. Majorly! ahhh i love that show! Im so nerdy I was looking to see if i could buy the old episodes. now that I've seen all the new ones i want to see the old ones. then and there, i realized.... Im a nerd. I'm a dr who nerd. haha I realize i really do love scifi. some of my favorite books are like that! Like the wrinkle in time series. oh man. so great :) Also a really big fan of the show Eureka. :)

I've kinda been hesitant about writing my book as a Scifi. I don't want it to be labeled like that. but oh well. I like that kinda stuff so there's no use trying to deny it!

So I'm just here to say, I'm a nerd. Cuz you know i haven't said it enough times.
give me a break. I'm just trying to get used to the idea.

:)
Over and Out!
<3


ps i know i did two posts today. I don't really care. i just wanted to get something off of my chest. haha :)
pps thanks for puttin up with me :) <3

-What to doo what to dooo-

My heart is in the wrong place. 

Agh. Okay you guys i'm really struggling right now about my blog.

I feel like i put so much work into to and so much heart into my pictures.

And i honestly feel like no one cares. 

But what does it matter what other people think? 

It shouldn't!

But why does it?

immm thinking of taking a break. 

its just too discouraging to keep posting. 

Maybe i'll post everyone once in a while. but.

we'll see.

Why am i even doing this?

Well i started blogging to share my thoughts. Which were sporadic. Thenn when i got a new camera i started sharing my photography! Which was awesome cuz i got alota support. nowwww not so much. which is fine. just discouraging. anddddddd i think i look for support too much. idk.

is it just cuz i'm jealous of all the popular blogs? might be. they always get comments. ugh. why does that matter to me so much?! its really bothering me. i'll figure it out. someday. haha

so for now i gotta be thankful for what i have. which is a lot. 

Thank you Jesus.

Help me to keep my focus on you. and not myself. please please please help me.

In Your Son's name

Amen

Much Love,

TessieB

okayy so after i wrote that i got like three comments on different posts. so i probably will just keep at it. but.  this is just where i've been at. thought you should knoww.

k thanks. bye <3

P.S. I achieved my goals of reading everyday and wearing a dress or skirt every sunday. However, i did not edit all my pictures. oh well :)

also. I wrote this post a couple days ago. andd I'm feeling better about it now. haha God is good <3