so i wrote this post the other day. i believe it was yesterday. i posted it for a day.
but now im all embarrassed about it.
i took all my loneliness and hurt out and put it in that post. i wasn't very nice. or very. cool.
what i realized though is i haven't found the root of my problem.
in reality when it comes to my girlfriends issue I'm totally lost. I'm trying to figure out what the heck is wrong with me.
I'm just realizing that all the reasons i give for not wanting to pursue my relationships aren't valid or true, and I'm left here just trying to figure it out, and, well, I'm lost. completely. i have no idea.
okay. i may have some idea. but I'm just not sure.
prayer for clarity in this area is much appreciated.
much love,
the weirdo.
Absolutely!
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