Psssst!

Merry Christmas everyone! I have some awesome news I can't wait to share with you!

But it will have to wait <3




MERRY CHRISTMAS 


Much Love,
TessieB

Thanksgiving :)

Here are the pictures from thanksgiving! Dont really feel like posting any words. just pictures <3

MUCH Love,
TessieB

Be still

I've been told lately that I talk too much and I need to listen.  So guess what happens??

I get sick and my throat starts hurting but I keep talking. I sounded like a smoker my family told me. This morning I wake up and my throat hurts so bad I can't talk! I can kinda whisper. But not really. I have to use the little sign language I know and random gestures.  It hurts to laugh and talk and bleeehhhhh.

God is telling me something.

Loud and clear...

SHUT UP!!!

okay okay i'll shut up.

:P


"Be still, and know that I am God. I will be exalted among the nations, I will be exalted in the earth!" Psalm 46:10

A wasp landed on my friends glasses.

So what did we do?

Start taking pictures of course!!

Thanks for reading!!

Much Love,

TessieB

Wanna buy some pictures?!

Soooo I had to print a bunch of pictures for my photography class and half of them I don't want to keep!

So I will sell/give them away.

I only want to sell them cuz i aint got no moneys. But if you don't either and you want one, I can just give it to you :) I just dont have any money to frame them though.

So here are the ones that are up for grabs..
(i wont be offended if no one wants them. I dont even want them :P)
(be WARNED the book ones came out darker)
(also! I cant give them to anyone out of town. I got no way of shipping it...)

EDIT: All the book ones have be sold.  .... to my brother :P

Hit me up if you want any; godsgirl_11@yahoo.com

Thanks for reading!!

Much Love,
TessieB

P.S. I thinkkkk $5 is a decent price if you wanna pay :)

Our God is an awesome God

I did not realize people would take my post so personally. I didnt mean it that way. I wasn't trying to guilt trip anyone.  I was just getting my feelings outt.

I almost got in a car accident the other day. Freaked me out so bad i started crying. (I was having an emotional day all day and this was the last strawww)

And thennnn i was hanging out with some friends a couple days later and everyone was telling car stories and i realize my almost accident is pretty lame compared to their near misses.

God.

Is.

Good.

He is always looking out for us.

Always <3

Like when I looked to my right just in time to see a car getting over into my lane right next to me.

Like when there was no one in the lane to my left so i didnt hit anyone when i swerved out of the way.

Like when the car trying to get into the lane i was trying to get into didnt hit me as i slammed on my brakes and got back in my lane.

Like when he saved me with his love.


Like when he gave me good friends

<3

Thank you <3


Thanks for reading.

Much Love,
TessieB

(P.S. I completely forget what i was gonna say......)

An extremely depressing post :P

If you had told me when I was 14 that I wouldn't be close with any of my girls friends by the time i became an adult i probably would have laughed. Or cried.

But here I am.  18 years 3 months and 5 days old. And I have only one girl friend that i'm relatively close to.
Makes me so sad sometimes you have no idea.
I have no one to blame but myself.

Why am I telling you this??

I have to tell someone! Its been burdening my heart for sometime.
I'm really good at forgetting things. thats my way of dealing with things. So i'm really good at it.  But every once in a while it comes back to haunt me. And it hurts. It hurts me.

Its in these moments I have to stop thinking of myself.  I have the best friend in the world. Someone who would never leave. Will always love me no matter how much I dont talk to Him. Plus. He saved my life! How could I forget?? But i do.

Also. I need to stop thinking about how i dont have any close friends and be a friend to my friends. Stop beating myself up. Stop feeling bad. and do something about it!

trying.
trying.
failing.
trying.
failing!
help me Jesus!

He is helping me. He always helps me. He is sooo faithful!

So anyways this is whats been on my mind lately. Kinda painful to write about. Kinda embarassing to tell you guys all my thoughts and failings. I have gotten out of the habit of telling people my thoughts, desires, pains, hopes.

Lord help me <3

Thanks for reading.

Much Love,

TessieB

One flaw in women

By the time the Lord made woman,

He was into his sixth day of working overtime. An angel appeared and said, 'Why are you spending so much time on this one?' 
And the Lord answered, 'Have you seen my spec sheet on her?She has to be completely washable, but not plastic, have over 200 movable parts, all replaceable, and able to run on diet coke and leftovers, have a lap that can hold four children at one time, have a kiss that can cure anything from a scraped knee to abroken heart -and she will do everything with only two hands.'
The angel was astounded at the requirements.'Only two hands!? No way! And that's just on the standard model? That's too much work for one day. Wait until tomorrow to finish.'
'But I won't, ' the Lord protested.'I am so close to finishing this creation that is so close to my own heart.She already heals herself when she is sick AND can work 18 hour days.' 
The angel moved closer and touched the woman. 'But you have made her so soft, Lord.'  'She is soft,' the Lord agreed, 'but I have also made her tough. You have no idea what she can endure or accomplish.'
'Will she be able to think?', asked the angel.
The Lord replied,'Not only will she be able to think, she will be able to reason and negotiate.' 
The angel then noticed something, and reaching out, touched the woman's cheek.'Oops, it looks like you have a leak in this model.  I told you that you were trying to put too much into this one.’ 
'That's not a leak, the Lord corrected, that's a tear!'  'What's the tear for?' the angel asked The Lord said, 'The tear is her way of expressing her joy,her sorrow, her pain, her disappointment, her love, her loneliness, her grief and her pride.
'The angel was impressed. 'You are a genius, Lord. You thought of everything! Woman is truly amazing.'


And she is!  Women have strengths that amaze men. 
They bear hardships and they carry burdens,but they hold happiness, love and joy. 
They smile when they want to scream. 
They sing when they want to cry. 
They cry when they are happy and laugh when they are nervous. 
They fight for what they believe in. 
They stand up to injustice. 
They don't take 'no' for an answer when they believe there is a better solution. They go without so their family can have. 
They go to the doctor with a frightened friend.
They love unconditionally.
They cry when their children exceland cheer when their friends get awards.
They are happy when they hear about a birth or a wedding.
Their hearts break when a friend dies.
They grieve at the loss of a family member, yet they are strong when they think there is no strength left. 
They know that a hug and a kiss can heal a broken heart.
 Women come in all shapes, sizes and colors. They'll drive, fly, walk, run or e-mail you to show how much they care about you. The heart of a woman is what makes the world keep turning.They bring joy, hope and love.
They have compassion and ideals.
They give moral support to their family and friends.Women have vital things to say and everything to give.
                HOWEVER, IF THERE IS ONE TINY FLAW IN WOMEN, IT IS THAT THEY FORGET THEIR WORTH IN GOD'S EYES.

"Charm is deceitful and beauty is passing, But a woman who fears the Lord, she shall be praised." 
Proverbs 31:30

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Got this from a fellow blogger.  


Thanks for Reading!

Much Love,
TessieB

I realize that the only things ive been posting lately have been pictures.
and did you know? I get really tired of looking at my pictures.

they just look so average!

its kinda frustrating.

grrr..

its what i see. so i take a picture.

and thennn i look at it.

and maybe one more time

then i put in on my computer and look at it again.

then it gets edited.

and then i look at it.

then maybe i post it.

kinda gets old.  but i'm gonna post some more pictures anyways. I just went through and organized all the pictures ive edited that i like. (honestly not that many pictures)

its not so bad when they are older. like a couple months.

but still

i hate having to think up a good title.  so im just not gonna!

So there! :P

Thanks for reading!

Much Love,
TessieB